HEY.
i'm stucked at home. nothing to do.
ain't gonna watch too much tv.
ain't gonna use too much compute.r
ain't gonna play too much guitar.
cos my mom is sure gonna nag me to study.
so shall do tuition hmwk then. :P
see. i'm such a guai kia.
oh whatever la.
looks like NUTS didn't town. marcella couldn't make it. neither could i. so two out of two. haha. where's the fun in that. lol.
weekends are just boring la.
nothing to do. no events. grr.
NUTS.
let's town on teacher's day. haha.
it's after exams. and hopefully i'm not sick.
and i still wanna go budget shopping with $50.
heh. hopefully. OOH. i'll start saving.
TSK. materialistic girl in a materialistic world.
i want quiksilver pencil case. i want this. i want that. hahaha. i want so many things. teehee! :D
14:10
hm. had this super weird dream last night. i know. i'm up early from the usual me. but it ain't my fault. haha. i just WOKE UP. haha. lame.
weird dream. yes.
ooh. i just hicupped and burped. heh.
okay la. it's a bit hard to explain. cos i've practically forgotten everything. but there are some parts that i remember distinctly. aiya. don't care la.
yesterday.
met joyce at opposite bus stop. walked to the library. returned books. came back for cell. yawn. five people only la. joyce, me, nicole, tabitha and jiarong. who tabitha is, i don't know. but they all have accents and i don't like it.
yupp. went for service. had headache la. grr. blah blah.
charmaine said kim and victoria are coming next week? aiya. whatever la. i think our cell majority are from stc la. should just go start and stc cell. heh. or maybe a stc prayer walk. haha.
went out for dinner. coolness. (:
at furama riverfront. mm. food was yummy. haha. had lots and lots of food. heh. overate la.
i can't go out today la. cos i'm not feeling too well. okay la. that's a fair enough thought man. but what am i supposed to do for the rest of the day? sit at home and stone? no. i can play guitar. read book. or.. oh well. study. irritating la.
somehow i can't wait til school starts again. being at home is boring. being in school with friends is fun. harbour on monday anyone? heh.
09:01
i know i shouldn't be blogging. i know exactly what i should be doing right now.
asking my dad whether i can go out tmr.
shahilia never replied my sms. grr. whether she's going or not. zhi hui should be no problem one la. but i'm feeling rather hot. feverish. grr. hang on.
NOPE. I'M OKAY. (:
i'll blog tmr okay. couldn't be bothered to right now. :D
so expect a super dee duper long one if i go towning tmr.
heh. budget shopping i hope. $50 please. haha.
i really don't know.
22:14
my guitar skills are going haywire.
guess i'm not used to an acoustic guitar la.
haha.
or maybe cos the strings are not tight. and it feels weird.
or maybe cos i feel it's out of tune. lol.
borrowing zhi hui's tuner. don't know whether she'll lend leh.
haha.
parents ain't nagging at me.
i've been on the com so long.
cos it's my birthday.
lol. shall go polish up my skills la.
wanna go harbour on sunday man.
or town. whatever wherever la.
NUTS(:
22:26
happy birthday to me! (:
yes people. i'm finally fourteen!
today seemed like a pretty good day. except i had slight fever for the whole day la. let's go around.
two missed calls. sorry la. 4 messages. haha. came home after cca. had 5 messages. :D
maths. horrible la. group work stuff on trigonometry. grr. me, shahilia, samantha, jocelyn. lol. funny combination la.
english. er. the class seemed so focused on the lesson la. just cos CA is gonna be argumentative text. NUTS is together for the group project on tourism. haha. plus marianne la.
geography. ms ng not around. ms lee tt took over. freaky la. haha. had another nagging session. but i guess. i don't know la.
recess. was okay i guess. haha. zhi hui had to do maths test. cheng and grace were singing birthday song. embarrassing please.
project work. something wrong with the aircon la. sihui fixed it. thank you sihui. (:
dance. eh. got B+ la. haha. for the contact thing. i did with shahilia. haha. we were too fast la. haha. and i was laughing and certain times. i don't know why la. marcella and zhi hui got A+ la. pro man. doing rock n roll next week. it's a bit tough la. the steps, i can't seem to get it. haha. confusing.
literature. notes notes and more notes.
assembly.
had debates thing. 3clare won. delisa was best speaker. nita was best floor speaker. haha. i was sleeping at certain times. then i remember. i almost fell asleep when delisa went 'point, ma'am' into the microphone so loud. ARGH. got awoken. 2pm. zhi hui lent me her bag to sleep on. cos she 'awoke' already. but after 2 mins, i 'woke' too. school ended at 2.40 instead la. irritating.
red cross.
had passing out parade for sec fours. and announcement of new committee members. i can't remember all la. it was the spur of the moment. but i'll try to see what i can remember okie.
chairperson: amanda
vice chairperson: si jia
treasurer: melissa
secretary: li zhen?
quarter mistress: melissa
assistant quarter mistress: juanita
welfare head: ting ting
assistant welfare head: yi jing
physical training/recreation head: kelly
footdrill i/c: li zhen
red cross knowledge i/c: amanda
first aid i/c: ting ting
something something?: si jia
sec one coordinators: honey, yi jing
sec two coordinators: kelly, juanita
sec three coordinators: yashinee, revathy
sorry la. memory not too good la. the fever must be getting to it. or it's just the spur of the moment. the nervousness. i was the first one called la. how maluating please. marched up to jorin ma'am when it was supposed to be ms foo. ARGH.
had games after that. real fun la. the egg, chicken, eagle, phoenix game. haha. it's quite lame la. haha. then had the wizard, dwarf and giant game. super cute okay. wizard go ching. dwarf go boo. giant go rarr. haha.
had testimonials by the sec four committee members after that. almost cried la. when xin yi was talking. haha. i really feel that the sec fours have really sacrificed a lot for the unit. and i really appreciate that.
the powerpuff girls were next to talk. then the ma'ams and youth officers. melissa ma'am came okay. so cool! haha. it's been really long since i last seen her. haha. miss her so much man. changed a lot. haha.
then after that. found out that i have duty on national day itself in the heartlands. meaning at yishun. grr. that means i have to wear my uniform on next tuesday, wednesday, friday, monday, tuesday. irritating right. i know la.
next tuesday i've got photo taking.
wednesday and friday i've got full dress rehearsal for march past.
monday is national day celebrations.
tuesday is national day thingy at yishun.
after everything was the farewell party. had this really yummy cake from bengawan solo. and chips and drinks and sweets. thank you sec threes! (:
oh. the sec fours gave us little cards and presents. so sweet of them. really love the seniors man. feel so attached to them. :D
came home. found this guitar on my bed. yamaha, acoutic, with guitar bag. and OH DEAR. my dad forgot to take out the price tag la. haha. i was screaming away when i saw the present please. haha. i was so happy la. haha. wonder how they managed to hide it from me. they always seem to be able to. shall ask my mom. haha. cheeky fella.
many many thanks.
thank you all birthday wishers and presents.
joshua, zihan, juanita, peishi, joyce, rachel, annabelle, jocelyn, eloise, wei lin, charlene, kimberly, cheng cheng, grace, honey, kelly, chui ling, dolly, melissa, wileen, rena, yvonne, marianne, and anyone else whom i've missed out.
MANY MANY MANY MANY thanks.
my parents for the awesome yamaha acoutic guitar and bag and the price tag too. :D
peanut, cashew nut, hazelnut for the awesome adidas wallet. which you guys are gonna get too. our clique's trademark. haha.
zhi hui for the nike wristband. black colours too. love you man.
tmr i've got cell and service. and dinner after that. hopefully my block nose clears. so i can enjoy dinner at the square. haha.
sunday maybe going harbour. i don't know la. go harbour. rest of the clique's gonna buy the wallet. then maybe go back to town. marcella's crazy. wanna go sentosa some more. when we only have three hours. haha. i don't know la. whether i can go. cos i'm sick. hopefully i get better. then i can go. haha. can't wait man. our official outing as a clique man. really prefer this one, can mix better than the other one. UnU seemed to have broken already. that sucks man.
okay. today's post was superbly long. but who cares. and OH. i felt overshadowed today. cos it's also wanru's birthday la. and she had so many balloons and presents. so envious okay. but i liked mine the way it is. at least i know i'm remembered. lol. i don't need the attention la. haha. simple and quiet. :D
NUTS(:
peanut - shahilia
hazelnut - zhi hui
cashew nut - marcella
walnut - yi jing
21:01
i'm wearing skorts tmr. so you can see me in what looks like a skirt.
zhi hui don't wanna wear. so i wear lorh. :P with marcella.
wileen didn't come school la. so i was alone okay. for english.
science was boring la. me and zhi hui were talking about cheerleading.
only to find out later that music isn't allowed. and we're supposed to do a cheer about singapore.
sickening right? i know.
pe. haha. i didn't pon la, zhi hui. i'm covered by mc. :D
sat with charlene and kim.
talked, did homework.
recess. another weird one again.
math. i don't know why. i keep on bumping into charlene today? haha.
i don't know anything about trigonometry la. stupidity.
literature. took notes and more notes. lol. i like lit la. just copy down notes and lots and lots of notes. my textbook is full of them. and now, it's gonna be my novel that's gonna be full. haha.
geography, ms ng not around again. don't know why. she's never around this whole week.
our projects getting no where. marianne didn't send me anything. and i've gotta be off soon. cos i'm not feeling to well, down with the common flu already. ): and it's my birthday tmr. just unlucky okay. hope i get well. haha. that'll take a miracle man.
after school. super lame la. zhi hui, shah, mars were talking about my supposedly unknown birthday present. when i suddenly said, you seriously wanna have the same wallet for the whole clique ah. haha. zhi hui blamed it on the other two la. when it's her fault. lol. i was laughing away la. haha.
hm. after school. dad dropped off shah and zhi hui at harbourfront bus stop.
came home for lunch. then had tuition. boring tuition. i was super sleepy. and then my nose started to run la. grr. that's when it all started. i don't like trigonometry. it's irritating. don't understand a thing. pythagoras' theorem can get confusing too.
great. now my nose is blocked again.
tmr got passing out parade, farewell party, promotion ceremony, and a special guest. i hope it's melissa ma'am. i miss her truckloads man. but i don't know la. i may fall sick. which i already am. haha. hm. have to bring so many things okay. shorts. red cross uniform. mufti. aiya. irritating. so many things to bring. stuff it in the locker. lol. oh great. have to put on my buttons la. my poor nails okay. but i think tmr will be a terrific day. it's the last day you get to see your seniors. really love the sec fours man. they've done so much. ((:
oh great. running nose. tmr ah. ppl think i crying how. lol.
i don't think i can do tmr la. it's irritating la. stupid flu. okay la. best be off.
charlene teo is supposed to call me at midnight. let's see if she does.
HAHA.
hopefully i don't fall asleep la. i'll try not to.
but i've got medication that cause drowsiness.
and i'm not sleeping with aircon either. which means my door will be opened. oh i'll think of something.
i don't wanna be sick ):
20:56
ONE TREE HILL ROCKS MAN.
HAHA. LOVE THE SHOW.
EEK! CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK'S EPISODE.
NATHAN (: AND HALEY (:
LUCAS (: AND BROOKE
KEITH (: AND KAREN
IT'S SO EXCITING.
I WAS SQUEALING ALL THE WAY LA.
HAHA. I READ THE SCRIPTS ALREADY.
SEEMS SO EXCITING.
AIYA. I LOVE OKAY.
THE SHOW IS NICE.
THE PEOPLE ARE HOTT. :D
21:34
i've got 2 weeks of excuse from pe. (: coolness.
means no napfa test. :D
maggi mee for dinner. mom coming back late.
i want chye tao kuay later. hee.
school was boring la.
i realised that for the next four weeks of chemistry lessons.
i'll be sitting at the back back back.
at c407, i'm sitting at the back.
at chem lab 2, i'm sitting at the back.
grr. how to pay attention. chemistry sure fail one.
we're doing flag raising for the cancer society.
the public. please do not turn us down, we're just doing our job.
it ain't our problem man. besides, not all charities are bad.
hmpfs.
chinese was retarded la. i was in a pretty bad mood.
grr. zhang lao shi played lao shu ai da mi for us. haha.
and tong hua too. lol. weirdness.
science. boring.
recess. weirdness.
art. haha. i don't know. my talking time with charlene again.
got what JDDS. haha. shh. secret. :D
aiyoh. i can become charlene's secret keeper already la.
english. yuck.
maths. yuck.
after school had science test. mwahahaha. we were like. how to do. how to do. lol. cos i don't really know la. actually i don't really understand science la. all so scientific. didn't study at all. i don't know what electrolysis is. haha. i need tuition la. for maths, chinese, science. :D
cca. yawns. guides was no where to be seen. haha. so couldn't have the practice we wanted.
footdrill. me and kelly commanded for the sec ones. i think it's so exciting. haha. rather than being the one doing it. erm. lol? i don't know la.
after that. went back with shahilia, marianne and zhi hui. :D
one tree hill later. A MUST WATCH.
cheerleading competition for secondary twos eh?
i heard one la.
zhi hui and me wants to join. haha.
i think the nuts clique is joining la. haha. i don't know.
shahilia was up for it.
we'll have to comfirm with ppl la. whether 2c is really joining. no hope in winning, but it's cool to dance and have fun! (:
19:37
sore throat. it's better. but it's still sore. grr. irritating la.
school. let's recap.
maths.
pe.
ooh. pe we had to do out sit ups and sit and reach for napfa larh. but not enough time for me to do sit and reach. i did 31 sit ups okay. pro or not. :D
then while waiting for our turn for sit and reach. me, shahilia, marcella, zhi hui, charlene. were all standing at the staircase there. haha. weird la. i was talking to charlene. haha. i really miss those times man. boohoo. it's like. i get to understand certain happenings la. and some of them are really quite saddening lorh. mean mean PERSON. hmpfs.
then i don't know la. me and kim were ONCE AGAIN fighting over zhi hui. haha. sorry kim. zhi hui's still MINE. :P then charlene and shahilia were erm.. fighting over me. haha. it's like. me and zhi hui ran hiding la. haha. sort of.
recess. another boring one as usual.
cme. erh. haha. lame la. i think we were making so much noise lorh. haha. stupid videos la. sex talk. haha.
chinese. AIYO. you canot believe what happened la. first few moments was okay. then kelly started drawing on me la. like i'm some piece of rough paper like that. whole right arm got pen marking. left ankle also can. then i've got chalk marks all over my pinafore la. irritating. kelly la. draw here there everywhere. hmpfs. wileen. you also ah. my left sleeve. grr. so after class i took a chalk and drew on kelly's back. i wrote 'kel (:' haha. PAYBACK.
she came after me. and me and marianne ran out of the class. haha.
it's fun la. but excuse me. i have to wear that pinafore tmr too okay.
science. marianne calls me a multi purpose board la. haha. walked past mr yeo's class. aiyo. kena scolding for no damn bloody reason la. said me, marianne and wileen were making too much noise. i don't think we were lorh. what's your problem man. you got the wrong people already la. great. went down to lab already. then we had to go all the way up to c407 for
science instead. grr. put bag down. went to wash my pinafore. came back with patches everywhere. haha. not my fault okay. ask that kelly low la. hmpfs. science was okay la. sort of. just busy copying notes lorh. like every other chemistry lesson. yawn.
after school. had lunch and hanged around with kelly and siling until about 3. uncle jerry fetched me home.
i'm going to the doctor later. haha. then i'll probably be eating out. mmMM. haha. i don't mind. :D
sore throat getting. it's ticklish. grr. weirdness.
i don't know. can eat cold things right? haha. i feel like having ice.
oh. shall go do my hmwk. YEAH RIGHT MAN.
PARTNER.
i didn't see you last last week.
nor last week.
not this coming week.
or the following week.
it's been a month dude.
16:38
sore throat la.
i know.
everything i blog about is sore throat.
but really la.
it's getting on my nerves.
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22:01
okay.
my throat is somewhat better.
i don't know why la.
i just feel like blogging and blogging and blogging.
i shall go eat fruits. more fruits.
my lovely mom cut for me.
haha. see how much she cares for me. ((:
oh gee. just pray i really don't fall sick.
if not. i'll just postpone the dinner.
haha. to a time when i can enjoy. (:
21:54
eeyer. got phlegm already la.
sickening. i don't want to fall sick can.
you cannot believe what i did just now.
drank 3 teaspoons of the pei par kao thing.
then drank chrysanthemum tea.
ate vitamin c.
ate honeydew.
drank honey lemon, courtesy of my mom.
thanks mom.
ate one lozenges.
haha. courtesy of my mom too.
i don't know why la.
but i'm super crazy. it's like i really want the sore throat to go away.
i'm bringing water bottle to school tmr.
and my lozenges.
haha.
taking pei par kao later again.
mom said so. i really hope i do get well before saturday.
i wanna enjoy my nice nice buffet dinner. (:
make me drink water please. :D
21:25
grr. sore throat. I HATE.
irritating la.
what cures sore throat? yeah.. lots of water. fruits.
stupid la. i hate sore throat la. and i don't wanna fall sick. not yet.
haiyah. super irritating la.
i had tom yam seafood nissin cup noodle. (:
i like.
wait.. does that worsen my sore throat?
haha. it was sitting in the cupboard. looking so tempting.
lol. and i haven't had something spicy the whole day yet.
so i should eat healthy now.
no fried stuff.
no spicy stuff. boiled, steamed, stir fried food. hahaha.
boohoo.
Lord, please cure my sore throat. AMEN! ((:
17:37
HOHO.
i walked in the rain just now.
so now i'm drenched. and cold.
clothes are wet. bag is wet. shoes are wet.
so i have to change a bag and shoes.
haha.
stayed back a while with honey and kelly.
haha. don't know la. talk talk. play piano. haha.
school was boring. home econs was okay la.
i was reading the school handbook. it's quite interesting really.
like the school is built over a cemetery. BOO! :D
chinese was boring la. i can never find a comfortable position during chinese.
i don't know why. but i never can.
kim and lyanne were super high. HIGH.
really REALLY HIGH.
i don't know la. they were laughing and making so much noise.
like as if they breathed in laughing gas ah. haha.
tmr there's science test. yawn. then there's erm. cme, sex talk. grr.
nothing much already la.
i wanna go buy that quiksilver/billabong red and black pencil case la. from paragon/77th street.
haiyah. it's damn nice. but i don't know when will it be. the next time that i head for town.
but i know. it's a must buy in my want list. and so are my black nike wristbands. and erm. i don't know. what else do i want. haha. OH. a new phone. a 6230i or 7280. or some other phone that has a clear camera, video, recorder, radio, infrared. (: but i think that's only a dream la. haha.
shall go bathe and eat my cup noodle.
getting a sore throat.
and my birthday's coming. gee.
unlucky man. shall take good care. :D
16:26
OH YEAH.
so i'm going out next saturday for my birthday dinner. which means. i'm not staying for dinner after service. lol. it's not like there's anyone staying for dinner la please. hardly anyone stays. besides, kelly said she's not staying already la. don't know what go buy bag or something. lol. mm. but what if ___ goes. and is staying for dinner. oh please. i'll box my face la. and i have a feeling it's a yes. ___ will be going la. grr. it's always like that. but i feel God wants it this way. haha. it's like when it comes to this kinda thing it'll never happen, because He knows it's not right, and is preventing me from getting too close to ___.
i can't find anything for jocelyn. i knew the bookmark was a little too little. but i don't know la. it's the thought that counts right. lol. super lame yi jing. okay la. i sorta ran out of money yesterday. but the bookmark is cute can. haha. it's just 10cents less than annabelle's prezzie anyways. wanted to get her a photo frame. haha. but it' not really nice lorh. so decided not to. i don't know la. it's the thought that counts. besides, i don't expect much on my birthday la. haha. :D haha. somehow i think i'm quite cheapo la. okay. maybe because i'm low on cash. haha.
my partner is ignoring me please. and i hate it. are you avoiding me. don't like that la. i don't mean anything okay. whatever it is. it's not true. this is unfair man. total unfairness. why izzit that it's so unfair. but yet life is good. haha. these are the ups and downs of living a Christian life. we have more downs but.. erm. jia rong said something about storms and the best always comes during a storm. and makes it back into a calm sea. yes, it's in my own words. but i guess it's pretty true. (:
spook show. anyone wanna get spooked. i've got two tickets up for grabs.
three of us
27 august 2005
7pm
suntec city convention hall
contact me. i've got takers, but they're not comfirmed. i think it's around CA week la. but come please. I'LL PAY FOR YOUR TICKET. it's $4 only la. haha. but i'll pay! you come. i pay. nice right. haha. :D
21:33
yesterday cellgroup was at kfc. it was so tempting that i had to eat kfc for dinner. lol. nothing much la. victoria was there. and she raised her hand? haha. charmaine la. erm. had the rancho pockett thing. i like leh. haha. i want some more. shall have some more next saturday. i'm going to the library too. books are due. hee. (:
hm. i'm pretty glad our network doesn't have evan's network's kinda tradition. their smashing cake tradition. haha.
weekends are just *yawn* boring.
school tmr? yeah. to ruin it. double period chinese, first thing in the morning. grr.
i don't know la. somehow i'm not looking forward to anything this week. cos there's nothing. except friday. haha. birthday birthday! excitement.
low, you still owe me your birthdate! :D
TSK. i won't forget. trust me.
15:51
ARGH.
this is ridiculous.
i've wasted $4.20 so far. and that's quite a lot okay.
i've downloaded some poly ringtones from the internet.
i've supposedly got a GPRS connection now.
i've already activated it.
but i don't know. it doesn't seem to work.
GRR.
i want my poly ringtones.
dammit man. i think i'd rather wait and see whether i get a new phone for my birthday.
lol. that's what i went to tell my parents. i don't mind having 500 sms free. i believe i can survive with that. it's just 200 less. lol. that is pretty much. but i don't care la.
i want a camera phone. that has recorder. and infrared. not the lousy one i have now.
but what about my ringtones? i give up on that. i doubt i can get it la.
go away man. it's irritating!
12:49
hey ho a merry oh.
i just though of starting off with that.
got cell today.
service.
dinner? who's staying man.
nowadays nobody. grr.
maybe i should get my wishlist back up again.
but it'll seem as though i'm materialistic.
tsk. not good. so i won't. haha.
i told you i'll put some photos here.
erm. maybe later. i'll put some nice ones here.
haha. but you can go check it our yourselves.
be it on friendster. or on my msn space.
the links are there. just click on links man.
haha.
nothing much really la.
weekends now seem so boring.
nothing to write about.
cos there's nothing HAPPENING.
11:49
hello.
today is a friday.
didn't wear skorts la. didn't expect so many ppl to wear. haha.
school was okay.
had maths test. grr. ms yew on course. :D
wileen's so nice. haha. she bought each of us a hershey's kisses bar for the dance team.
thank you so much. (:
recess was just plain funny.
i don't know how. but it ended up with ppl pulling zhi hui larh. haha. don't know la. me and kim fighting over zhi hui or something. lol. it sounds wrong la. but it was funny. haha.
okay. had project work. haha. ms sim said ours was original and nice. shahilia wanted to steal. so i put a copyrighted there. that was super lame. haha.
dance had a test la. it was pretty okay. i got an A. (:
towned with zhi hui, marcella and shahilia. went yoshi. then went to buy brownie. marcella owes me $3.30. mwahaha. don't worry. i won't forget. then went heeren to take neoprints with our brownies. shall insert the pic later okie. haha.
then marcella and shahilia left. boohoo. leaving me and zhi hui. to our own personal date. haha. that sounds wrong too. but who cares la. 77th street. i saw this super nice billabong pencil case. red and black. niceness. (: $22.90. haha. shall save to buy. went paragon. walked here. walked there. didn't buy my wristbands okay. couldn't find my nike black one. sadness. world of sports don't have. nike shop don't have. sports town didn't have either. okay. went quiksilver shop. saw this nice pencil case. red and black too. and it's $19.90. wahahaha. shall save up to buy that. lol. roxy was also there la. and i was super jumpy when i walked in. cos it's like super pinkish. and i can't stand it la. i had to get out of there fast. haha. then went taka. window shopped at zara and mango. nothing much. went wisma. went topshop. sports town. yeah. then walked to bus stop. take 123 back to school. met kim, sihui, amelia, jiali there.
i don't know la. 2e is like always winning everything. grr. i don't know la. i don't care either.
stupid sphere thing ruined all the fun and excitement. but we managed to dance to the fusion dance anyway. hee. finale part. actually. it was okay la. i wanted an orange balloon. and esther gave me a yellow one instead. grr. annabelle! i want that balloon la. today i'm pretty tired. from everything. haha. so it'll be me and my nice comfy bed tonight. :D
22:29
izzit bias or biased?
today.. is thursday.
I HATE GRAPHS.
it's one, boring. i almost slept during tuition just now. everything was a blur.
my poor blurred vision. of being tired. haha. not making sense.
dad picked me up from school.
thank you very much (:
went sunset way. collect clothes. haha. duh. washing machine something wrong.
yes. shen jing bing. haha.
had lunch there too. no big larh.
during school. uhh.. pe was stupid.
i'm serious. it's just utterly lame larh.
got the nyaa book already.
shall do dance instead of tennis. it's much along the way. mwahaha.
i doubt i can complete larh.
skills part i can't even complete.
it says over a period of 6 mths. you tell me how?
haha. i shall do bronze next year again.
what the heck.
science. haha. you should have seen the way mr tan lh laughed. i thought it was damn funny la.
oh right. i have english and math hmwk. chinese due monday. science test tuesday.
i better study la.
i didn't study for geog at all lorh. zhi hui was like, answer using common sense. haha.
kim didn't study either.
kim: what's minerals?
zhi hui: m-i-n-e-r-a-l-s.
kim: no.. what's minerals?
zhi hui: m-i-n-e-r-a-l-s.
i don't know la. i found that funny. but i wasn't laughing. haha.
but i think it's okay larh. got hope in passing. what's 25 divided by 2.
haiyoh. maths fail la. erm. 13.5. haha.
got maths test tmr okay. dammit man.
curve graphs. grr. go and die.
school ends at 12.20 tmr.
whee(:
towning with zhi hui. supposedly la. but if shahilia can go. we have to bake cookies first.
at zhi hui's place. why can't you bake it at home shahilia. so i can spend time shopping. lol.
feel like getting $50 from my mom. erm. i'll see how. if not i use my own cash lorh. which is like $30 only. lol. i wish i knew my pin number. then can go withdraw money. boohoo): i want my own bank account. as in like. when i need money. i can take. when i SERIOUSLY need it.
like tmr. i wanna go..
isetan @ wisma
topshop @ wisma
diesel @ paragon
quiksilver @ paragon
adidas @ taka
yoshinoya @ taka
zara @ taka
mango @ taka
levi's @ taka
limited edition @ heeren
77th street @ heeren
neoprints @ heeren
royal sporting house @ cine
surfer brands @ pacific plaza (dreaming on)
so many places. so little time. you tell me how.
haha. school ends at 12.20. by the time reach town 12.45.
gotta leave town at 4.15 latest.
you tell me la. 3 1/2 hrs enough mehs.
hm. the other time went out after exams. was 11.30 til 3.
and we didn't have anything to do.
maybe it'll be enough. i don't know la.
haha. but tmr i'm going out. and nothing's gonna stop me.
mwahahaha.
i gotta ask my parents if i can first.
but they know i'm going zhi hui's place.
so they should know that i'll skip along town for a while.
lol. i wanted to go marina square but it's out of the way.
lol. stop talking about your shopping escapade that you're having tmr.
and go do something more interesting. haha.
why do i keep talking to myself.
YOU SEE. ALL MY POSTS ARE SO LONG. EVERY SINGLE DAY.
i still don't know. maybe there's no difference within bias and biased.
i don't care la.
dictionary.com doesn't seem to be helping me. lol.
17:57
irritating.
where's my parents.
i should be glad i'm home alone.
but i'm not. why?
cos no ones making me go to my room.
stay there. and do my tuition hmwk.
grr. i'm not studying for geog test. haha.
don't have the book anyways.
it's in my locker.
grr.
stupid maths graphs.
but at least it's not that difficult yarh.
shall finish the stupid minesweeper game with isaac and better be off doing my graphs.
don't wanna rush it all tmr.
mwahahaha.
i hate graphs.
i hate graphs.
i hate. hate. hate.
i seriously miss my talking partner. where's my talking partner. it's been so long since i've talked to you. that was sunday. today's wednesday. i'm online at nights. but where are you. i need you, dearly. i need you to help me keep my mind of certain things. I MISS MY TALKING PARTNER! <3
ISAAC: WON'T YOU EVER GET SICK OF MINESWEEPER? I WILL. WHY NOT YOU? XD
21:39
i'm still addicted to IT.
i miss IT so much.
):
i've given up on you la.
what the hell am i to you man.
don't know what's your problem okay.
you treat me like i'm something you can use and throw away.
i'm not disposable.
):
today wasn't sucha big deal.
it was depressing.
i still can't get over IT.
unfairness.
i hate her man. bias. unfair.
GRR.
it's over already yi jing.
no point brooding over it already la.
maths. GRR.
it was irritating.
i had to redraw my curve graphs like don't know how many million times.
i was like damn pissed la.
hmpfs!
she made me lorh.
left class at like 2.45pm.
but poor thing.
still there were others.
i think school life has suddenly turned so much better. (:
the good times.
but they're over. boohoo ):
but they're still good.
i miss talking to charlene la.
i miss the pc lessons where she'll sit with me. and we'll talk.
or during other lessons when i'll sit with her and talk.
now there's only art.
but, it's art.
haha. it's so fun talking to charlene. home econs can't talk much.
then kiwi person will nag nag nag.
GRR.
why have my posts been becoming so long.
lol.
cos i always enter enter enter.
hahaha. i'm nuts.
no. wileen's nuts. haha.
we're all crazy la.
i like sitting with wileen.
it's so fun.
i love wileen's house.
zhi hui's baking her chao ta cookies.
for racial harmony day's pot luck.
yummylicious(:
i told her. if can then make my order. if not nevermind.
i can wait. haha.
i love her cookies okay. yum yum.
going out with her friday.
yeah. with or without permission. i don't care.
haha.
but school ends at 12.20pm.
so i don't know. not enough time to watch initial D darling.
we can check out tiong bahru first. haha. but i wanna take neos with you.
lol. i feel like a three year old kid.
i'm home alone. mwahahaha.
shall bathe. cook my own dinner. cup noodles.
lazy to sit down there and wait. haha.
then shall watch my lovable one tree hill.
i seriously can't miss anymore one tree hills.
it's gonna be depressing alright.
didn't catch last weeks. only like 15 mins ending.
lol.
previous week only 15 mins starting.
grr.
andi have tuition hmwk to finish.
and i wanna read finish the harry potter book today.
i don't know larh.
anymore homework? yeah. like study for geog test.
haha. i didn't bother to bring home textbook or file even.
tmr then study larh. heck care.
don't know when then i'll get over this depressing period.
sigh.
birthday's next week.
going novotel apollo to eat.
woohoo(:
me and my parents. just us.
what i wanted. haha.
can't wait man.
passing out ceremony's on next friday.
wink.
i'm not blogging much on school anymore.
i'm blogging about my life.
haha. that's retarded.
no.
I'M RETARDED.
racial harmony. i don't know if i can join the classes. i want to you know.
i wanna be with my class. dancing around like a maniac with zhi hui. i'll be back later. grr. i don't care. i want. i want. i want. it's supposed to be happy class thing. not being with the elderly. boohoo. ):
God, make my wish come true.
HEY. it rhymes!
19:20
hoho.
i'm just feeling depressingly high.
when i'm depressed. i'm high.
when i'm high. i'm high.
i'm just blogging cos i'm bored larh.
lol.
haha. i miss my talking partner.
it's been so many weeks since i've seen you.
okay. maybe one only.
but i can't wait to talk with you again. okay. the last one was two days ago.
but not talking to you.
makes me feel as if i've got so much things in me to tell you.
which i do.
talking partner.
i'm missing you dearly. :D
i think i'm seriously crazy over orange.
haha. not only the colour.
the fruit. lol.
i'm suddenly in love with the orange drink.
and the orange juice.
and i bought a new orange pen.
i have..
orange pencil case.
orange zig marker.
orange stabilo pen.
orange ballsign pen.
orange 0.28 pen.
i love my 0.28s.
haha. i've got black. dark blue. blue.
maybe i should just get the whole collection.
okay. i want my green. stupid green broke. the ball tip.
grr. when i dropped it during chinese. boohoo. and bookshop doesn't have.
sobs):
okay. shall get it when they do.
i want the light blue one.
and the pink one.
and yi jing shut up about pens already.
haha. kelly's getting me a ruler for my bday. i want surprises.
and oh. she just has to tell me. haha. okay. actually is i told her to get me one. lol.
so mean. i know. i'm sorry.
SEE. i don't know what's with me. and all the 'i'm sorryS'
some of it are sincere. some are just sarcastic. haha. i don't know where i got it from.
haha. but it seems i've picked up a lot of things from the dance team.
OH. STOP.
sobsob)):
19:02
IT'S NOT FAIR.
WE DIDN'T MAKE IT.
BOOHOO):
I ALMOST SCREAMED OKAY.
WHEN THEY ANNOUNCED THIS MORNING.
and X was making some stupid comments larh. slap her face.
if you were so great. WHY DON'T YOU DO IT.
it's not fair. we were good. okay. we were not bad.
but why. i know. if we were selected. people would start talking.
saying that we took too long.
I DON'T KNOW.
why everything also don't know.
I DON'T KNOW!
zhihui wanna be a terrorist when she grows up and bomb that stupid hdkjaesh.
GRR.
after that.
apparently none of us mentioned anything about the dance.
although me and zhihui were still dancing and singing along to the song.
but we seem pretty depressed about it, don't we?
i miss those times when we had dance practices.
i really do. i miss those happy stressful times.
I REALLY REALLY DO.
but i guess, we can't go back anymore. unless. i don't know.
unless we're one. but that's rather impossible.
haha.
zhihui brought her chao ta cookies. which are pretty good mind you.
i'm making an order through her. haha. more sprinkles.
lol. my cookies are pretty customized. winks.
school felt horrible. the day was like depressing. boring. not a nice day.
stayed back to discuss sphere thing. was pretty quick.
then stayed with kelly. walked around. here there everywhere.
now then i've realised. school is pretty boring.
lol. i don't know. i think i should just shut up and bathe.
grr. i miss dance. i don't know why. BUT I DO. ):
why am i blogging so much? i don't know. haha.
i don't wanna be a fool no more
so no point waiting for sundown
and don't tell me you're sorry now
17:36
SOH YI JING IS FAT.
YOU KNOW IT.
I KNOW IT.
EVERYBODY KNOWS IT.
ONCE AGAIN.
SOH YI JING IS FAT.
STUPID TUMMY.
crunches girl.
exercise.
diet.
let's see if you can make it.
LOL.
20:57
yi jing yi jing.
you should step away from the computer as of one month before streaming.
it's an order.
psycho yi jing.
ordering yourself around.
haha.
i don't know.
i cannot find the taufik thingy. haha. ooh. i think i threw it away or something.
lol. too bad larh. mwahahaha.
dancethon card is due tmr. go and die larh. i don't have money there please.
only like 2 bucks donated by yours truly.
oh. i'll get dad to donate 10. and mom donate 10.
and i'm settled.
mwahahaha.
couldn't care less larh.
okay. i'll donate maybe another 2?
okay whatever yi jing whatever. haha.
i'm going high.
if results are announced.
be it win or lose guys.
i think we seriously need another group hug.
haha. but if we get through. celebration yarh?
haha. i don't know.
i don't wanna think about it.
innocence is bliss.
i'll go do my hmwk. :D
20:37
hahaha. i'm supposed to be doing my stinking hmwk. lol.
it's so old that it stinks. but i don't think i will.
i'll be busy reading harry potter.
lol. i've got spoilers from nicole. lol.
so exciting! i think it's sucha great book.
i'm addicted to the dance song. hahahaha. shush man.
enough with that song.
remember guys. make it to finals and we're celebrating. :D
18:18
WOOHOO.
IT'LL BE IN CAPS TODAY.
COS IT A SUNNY YELLOW BANANA DAY.
no larh. it's raining. gloomy. blah blah.
but i'm HAPPY.
DANCE IS OVER.
IT'S OVER. OVER. OVER.
i think we sorta screwed up here and there.
haha. before that was school.
erm. chinese. boring boring boring.
then geog. blahh.
recess. practiced on hall stage.
home ec.
horrible terrible incorrigible.
lol.
our curry was very sweet. very salty.
our vegetables was slightly over salted.
our rice and jelly were okay. lol.
english was boring.
left 10 mins early to change.
was in the audi. couldn't get my cap right.
grr.
first cheng did.
then marianne.
i couldn't see larh.
then kim.
went to the toilet to check.
OH NO.
not enough time.
rushed out to stage still adjusting the cap.
okay. the dance as not that bad.
except i don't know why we were laughing all the time.
i put in my best.
didn't dare stare at the floor.
it's just freaky.
kim arh kim.
what happen to you today.
stage fright arh.
overall.
i thought as a group we were okay.
saw the video some of them recorded.
i looked retarded.
i looked gay larh.
erm.
haha.
the ending was funny.
cos i kept pushing shahilia.
lol.
we had markings on the floor yesterday you see.
and shahilia wasn't there.
oh wells.
the solo between kim and zhihui was screwed.
cos zhihui kicked kim's leg.
ahaha.
marcella couldn't come today.
but we got everything fixed by recess.
lol.
i think we worked pretty well together.
although there are times when we..
but we still got it done.
in one week.
practices.
during recess.
after school.
sometimes before school.
sundays.
lol.
i think some how as a group.
we've gotten closer. :D
so much so. that me and zhihui don't seem to be mixing with xinyun and dolly much anymore.
because we're always missing.
and now? we seem to be going in pairs.
i don't know larh.
but i'm gonna miss the times during practices.
talking. and playing.
and dancing. LOL.
and sleeping on tables.
sitting on tables.
hahaha.
i'm gonna miss those days man!
i really hope we get into finals man.
it's a lot of hardwork put in.
as you can read for yourself.
lol. if you bothered to.
but i don't know.
i don't know where we stand.
i'll just have to wait for results.
we'll either be disappointed/depressed.
or we'll be really really happy.
haha.
i hope we do.
then i don't need to go for cip on friday. :D
then i don't know about initial d with zhihui le.
i don't know.
we'll see how everything goes.
but from what i see.
i think we all want to get in to the finals.
i think! haha.
this was long.
and mainly about dance.
haha.
16:18
erm. i don't know.
tmr's the big day.
get ready people.
it's another recess without food.
lol.
nervousness.
pack your things yj!
home ec.
dance clothes.
whatever crap.
GO GO GO!
22:25
supposed to meet zhihui at tiong. but she couldn't make it on time.
bought things from popular. jocelyn and annabelle's present.
then met charlene. went to withdraw money. bought macs.
took bus to wileen's place.
went wileen's place for dance practice.
i think her place is so cool. so many facilities.
wonder how much you pay per month. lol.
shahlia and marcella couldn't make it.
krystal was there too. why? i don't know.
we did rehearse. although some parts we were just playing around. or feeling cold. right charlene? lol.
after that. me and charlene went home together.
took bus. then mrt.
talk and talk and talk.
we purposely missed the first mrt just to talk.
lol.
but nothing is to be mentioned. :X
came home. then went out for dinner.
grilled bbq food.
yummy yummy.
came home.
bathed.
i'm here.
lol.
time for harry potter talk.
read til chapter eight already.
slow. i know. no time mahs.
i like the adult cover for harry potter. so nice.
but i got the kids one just to match my collection.
i don't know where's my first book.
boohoo.
wileen brought hers down. but i never got past where i stopped.
lol. cos i was busy checking the other pages out.
i cannot believe jk rowling killed of dumbledore.
(later part of the story)
so mean! then there's nobody else voldemort fears.
that's so.. ugh.
therefore. the story will get darker in the next book.
mwahahaha.
then i think ron likes this romilda vane or something. haha.
and harry likes lavender? i think only larh.
haha.
don't wanna read all over the place.
no suspense. lol.
i still don't get it.
which side is snape on. i know something about dumbledore making a mistake. haha.
okay. shut up yi jing. read the book to find out.
i think that's gonna be the talk of the class. haha.
can't wait to find out other juicy infos. hehe.
21:50
i think today was boring.
except for the collection of harry potter book. (:
i think the book's nice. not as boring as book five. :D
okay. stop it with the smiley face.
i got this $12 voucher. ooh. shall buy prezzie for annabelle.
like some cute soft toy. haha. i saw. $7.
so i guess i can't use the $12.
oh wells.
took bus to church.
carrying a guitar.
looking like a retardo.
grr.
but at least it's a double decker.
haha. i couldn't wait to get of the bus.
cell was only me, nicole, jiarong.
boo.
stupid. joyce was studying at home. grr.
service was boring. yawn. i wasn't listening.
i was eating my chocolate bars.
therefore. i conclude that eating food rather than sweets are a distraction.
:D
i even found worship boring.
there was one way and for all You've done.
and i didn't jump much.
i was too tired. too sleepy. yawn.
so during sermon. i was practising my dance steps. lol.
and singing. i brought the lyrics to church.
hmpfs.
yi jing. pay attention during service next time.
you never know what you may hear. it may help. lol.
i'm not making sense again.
no one stayed for dinner.
stupidity.
waited for the bus for half hour. irritating.
came home. ate instant mee.
):
i don't know why i'm blogging like this today.
but like you care.
lol.
i don't know what's with me and my 'i'm sorry'.
i'm saying it insincerely larh. haha.
i'm so mean. lol.
meeting zhihui at tiong tmr.
maybe before that i'll go buy annabelle's prezzie.
that means. leave at 12.15.
should have ample time.
yupp. meeting her at 1pm.
then we'll go wileen's place together.
i'll be there til around 6.
haha. i don't know how to come home after that.
:D
okay. so i'll call my mom then.
that's my boring wkend. have i had time for hmwk? no.
will i bother to do? no. i only have chinese wkbk due monday.
okay. axn time. 10pm. wonder what's on.
cheers.
21:52
haha. i felt sleepy in class. and now i'm feeling hyper. must be the 'trying to choreograph' dancing just now. haha. i don't know larh. you gimme a pillow. and i'll sleep. lol.
seriously. i don't mind waking up early. going to school at 6am every morning. the roads are empty. and so is school. we were like the first ones there this morning. lol.
shut up and do your work. lol.
22:25
yesterday
school was boring. after school was dance as usual larh. had to finish things. a little bit of chaos here and there. there's tension. but there's some jokes here and there. so it was pretty fun. ooh. kelly came by. ehh. haha. cos i was going home with her. so okay larh. had dinner at sentosa lorh. lol. drove past kim and charlene on the way there. from tiong bahru to sentosa passes by school mahs. :D dinner was boring larh. then after that. erm. nothing much. eh. i won lucky draw leh. dunno what prize. $50 petrol voucher. lucky number #08. lol. haha. it's of no use to me. and i saw this super nice yellow adidas golf bag. phew. lovely. but it got auctioned for like $4000. wooh.
today
woke up at 5+ am. me and so did supposedly everyone else. it seems like it was only me, zhihui, wileen, kim, charlene. cos we were the only ones in school. at 6am. lol. earlyy. haha. we did do SOME dance. but not a lot. grr. wake up early for nothing. cos the other 3 weren't there. boo. haiyarh. OH. cute. wileen, zhihui reached school same time. one car after another. me, charlene and kim too. one car after another. XD lol.
when everyone came. we practiced larh. erm. and i stepped onto a cockroach. hee. yucky. but i didn't mean to. i didn't know. heh heh. erm.
went for lessons. used recess to practice. pressurizing. cos of certain events.
then had 10 mins of dance to practice too. sorta skipped lit. :D
we changed. then made an appearance in front of the class. did the dance. erm. it was a bit messy larh. time to go audi. freakyy.
practiced in the toilet in front of the mirror. cheng cheng said we looked good. lol.
it was time for us. but little did we know. the cd couldn't play. haiyarh. it's like. i almost cry okay.
so it gives us the wkend to practice. using sunday. going wileen's place again. meeting zhihui at tiong bahru. then together we go wileen's.
after school. i literally shouted lorh. cos we couldn't perform. i don't know. i feel like blowing. and juanita just had to mention that 'wah. never see yi jing like that before.' wahliew. i almost blew again. zhihui seemed shocked though. lol.
training was tiring. yet boring. yeah. lingered around school for about an hour. run here run there. walk here walk there. play in the rain. lol.
tomorrow
doesn't seem to have cell. shall return the guitar tmr. finally. then ehm. ooh. annabelle's birthday tmr. haha. and harry potter 6 is gonna be released.
i think i'm stressed larh. i've never been like that before. no appetite. sometimes freak out. sometimes blur. sometimes happy. sometimes foul. I DON'T KNOW. and i'm not excited for the harry potter release either. this is irritating. what's my problem man. dammit. i'm starting to be like her. it's too much influence. and i can't take screaming anymore. it's like. anyone who screams. i'll shut my ears. i cannot. it's too many screams in one week. haha. ooh. and kim and zhihui can do that part already. i think. haha. oh shut up about it larh.
it's like. i think dolly and xinyun seem further away. and i think it's because of the dance. because we spend every recess and after school dancing with the team. and before school sometimes. so it's like. we don't seem to be mixing much. i don't know larh. so now it's like. everywhere we go it's. shahilia, marcella, wileen, marianne, me, zhihui. charlene and kim sometimes larh. okay yi jing. stop it about everything. and go do what you need to do. grr.
18:54
today is ANOTHER stressful day. and it's all because of dance.
i don't know larh. first it was during pastoral care. argh.
the class wanted us to perform. but it's not the whole class. and it's not the whole dance. grr.
then it was i don't know larh. somewhere in between. a lot of chaos.
chinese i was stressed. science i turned stress-er. argh. it's like. ARGH.
then recess. it's like another ARGH.
okay. after school. stayed back for dance. blah blah.
CHAOS AGAIN.
it was freaking irritating larh. stupidity.
WE got so damn pissed larh.
but it's okay now. (:
I HOPE.
marcella's in the dance now? argh. confusement.
okay. kim had match. but she came up later. then marcella, shahilia, wileen left. around 5.45 like that.
then left with 4 of us. haha. erm. tried to do the sundown second chorus. i don't know larh.
then ms yew were with us throughout the whole thing from after school til 6.50pm. haha. yeah. so late and we were still in school. lol.
went canteen. bought drinks. sat around, talked for a while til about 7.
went home with charlene. reached home at 7.45pm. stupid lorh.
i don't know. i'm going nuts.
tmr got practice again. but i can't stay for long. got dinner at night. haiyarh. must go to school early tmr. and recess is taken up. and i don't know. i'm crazy. i don't know!
21:30
oh. and it's don't tell me you're sorry. OHH.
haha. i thought it was don't tell me your story. no wonder i thought how come it's so funny. haha.
21:23
ARGH. there's some freaking problem with the laptop larh. it's like. the internet is slow. i know it's peak hour. but it's very slow. it's irritating.
grr. it's like i don't know.
CHARLENE. i think you just passed your stress thingy to me. but at least i remember my steps still. most of it. :D
okay. i don't know. just bcos i told my parents i needed pants. my dad was cool with it. my mom. just had to be nagging away larh. irritating. aiyoh. what's your problem. please okay. things i can settle one larh. don't need you to talk talk talk talk. tell me long story. irritating can. ><
i'll just. try to think of something. argh. i'm stressed larh. so many things to do. so little time. lol.
i miss that teevee show. it's been so long since i last watched it. sigh.
ARGH.
charlene. you really passed your stess-ness to me lorh. ):
how to sleep like that.
crappy.
21:18
woohoo. i'm like finally back from school.
today school was okay. geography did dance. so there's hmwk.
science did dance. so there's hmwk too.
cos both teachers weren't in school. argh.
chinese. stupid larh. i'm the 2c rep. grr. sabo. ><
after school. maths. some stupid pythagoras te.. something larh.
haha. then had dance. 3.30 til like 6.10. haha. there was progress.
certain screams along the way. courtesy of charlene teo! in my ear some more. haiyoh.
then certain confusement and frustration too.
and qian ru is now out? haiyoh. who ask her sit around do nothing.
hm. i still have no pants people.
lol. i think we made great progress please. :D
we managed to finish fool no more. ((:
we know sundown chorus. then we need to learn the verse and don't tell me a story? ehh. i'm not sure. okay. erm. so it means late afternoons for wednesday and thursday. therefore. i'm skipping cca tmr just for that. it seems like my #1 priority right now. i'm serious. i don't know. but kim seems pretty serious about it until it's just scary. heh.
um. but thursday i have to leave at like 4.45 like that. cos i have dinner at night. yupp. some charity golf thing i'm made to go. stupid lorh. what about my hmwk and everything. haiyoh. it's just like. i'm really busy. but school ends early. 1.10? i hope there's enough time larh. seriously. hahahahaha. i think i'm so stressed until i'm going nuts.
ew. i stink larh. have been in pe attire the whole time. argh. stinky me. I SHOULD BATHE.
yi jing has no pants.
19:01
HELLO.
i think i'm seriously nuts larh.
i'm like superbly tired and bored larh.
school was okay. chinese was boring. i couldn't take it. it was BORING.
DINGDONG.
haiyah. then home econs. aiyoh. why izzit that everything we make all seems so utterly disgusting. bleah. but it always turns out tasting NOT THAT BAD. haha.
oh. recess. we were supposed to practice dance. but. erm. what happened? i don't know. we didn't learn much larh. it's like i was completely blurrr.
then after school had lit on stage. yawn. super boring. and poor 2clare. we seem like always so disorganised. aiyoh. it's like. boohoo.
then had dance practice. erm. we did practice. like the chorus OVER AND OVER AGAIN. haha. in the toilet. in front of the mirror. kim had match. so left me, charlene, zhihui, wileen. dunno where's qianru larh. training i think. then marianne? erm. went home. lol.
so we practiced for like less than half hour. grr. we didn't learn much larh actually. hm. tmr going somebody's house. but whose? i don't know. charlene's smsing us tonight. and zhihui can't come. sad. ): okay larh. tmr after school still got math class. OH. i haven't done my math.
17:44
i think i'm nuts. haha. no larh. i'm just suffering from boredom.
not going for grilled fish later. boos. mom still coughing. so can't.
i want my cereals(:
those mini boxes.
i want.
i like.
i love my cereal.
18:54
i'm bored.
kelly's making my life miserable.
bish.
sorry. did i cause a bruise on your pretty face?
lol.
11:53
hm. another boring uneventful sunday. okay. maybe not so uneventful.
having grilled food for dinner tonight at alexandra. i hope. i want! (:
okay. erm. nothing much you know. the boring days. great.
school starts tmr again. 5 more days of *yawn* boredom. grr.
but school doesn't seem that bad anymore.
and i don't think it's because of ___.
i think it's just that i'm pretty happy with my friends and all. haha. i should think so.
yeah. i don't know. the week doesn't have much on. neither does the wkends. no wait.
HARRY POTTER IS OUT NEXT WKEND! (:
now that's something eventful. :D
11:16
okay.
life's becoming utterly freakish for me.
i don't know. it slowly started with honey.
then it started with me.
slowly things started to fade away.
then honey started again.
then me.
then kelly.
grr. it's just weird.
okay. had combined cell today. with yoke yeong's side. but only emery came. haha. okay. erm. cell was just different i guess. yupp. compared to those with jiarong.
then had service. erm. i actually listened to the sermon. and actually took down the highlights of it. lol. i listened to yoke yeong okay. :D
met sharon. settle some stuff. then dinner at kfc with peishi, joyce, kelly. tammy came along after her dinner. then met jon low and isaac. went to library. borrowed 4 books. erm. 1 book extra using isaac's. THANK YOU! (:
haha. then went bus stop with jon. the bus was there. but noo.. i didn't want to take. lol. cos i didn't want to rush larh. i'm both full and tired. haha.
so waited for next one instead. but mine came first. even when a 197 is so rare. i only waited 5 mins plus. haha. poor jon. but at least i accompanied him through sms okay. :D they're like my sms buddies for bus rides home on saturdays. jon and kelly. lol it's so like amazing race couple. haha. recall? jon and kelly? final three? amazing race 6? i think. lol.
tmr i supposedly have dance rehearsals but i can't go larh. i'm not allowed to. it's not my fault larh. but marianne.. i don't know. and kim.. i don't know. aiyah. I DON'T KNOW LARH.
i can't go. so am i still in? i'm not a slow learner okay. i can't make it wad. that's all. i'm not a slow learner at dance larh. i like okay.
i really don't know. zhihui can teach me the steps wad.
grr.
I DON'T KNOW.
stop it. yes. everyone knows you don't know. haha.
okay. i wanna be in the dance. but i don't know. ARGH. zip it!
next topic. no topic.
minesweeping flags with isaac again. grr.
21:40
i think she's nuts.
14:04
aiyoh. i dunno. i think kelly can go mad. haha. man. i think you should just accept the fact. lol.
racial harmony day dance thing. am i in or out. funny. i think i sundown seems like a nice song to dance to. for the fact that everything's already choroegraphed. :D
i don't know larh. whatever okay. see what zhihui says.
hm. cell at 3.30pm. service at 5pm. dinner. library. ehh? sounds busy? haha. wait til you see next week. lol. i'm all psyched about next week. harry potter 6! :D totally can't wait. ((:
13:39
haha. okay. so kelly's confused. you should go visit her blog. see what she's talking about. haha.
ehh. not like anyone reads my blog. haha. so i can say whatever i want. but i don't. just to take precaution. :D
kelly low hui ping
haha. okay larh. i think i'm going nuts okay. i don't know why. but i just am. it's ___. i know it.
21:49
today is another OKAY day. maybe a little more than okay. heh.
school. dance was kinda confusing. yes. steps. lol. turn here. step there. ehh? got the hang of it soon enough. then dance competition. i think 2p was cool. jagdish and krystal. the stage turned extremely steamy man. 2d. haha. sophia looked so woah. haha. ehh. 2e seemed very well prepared yeah. okay okay.
i don't know what's with jan tan and gang. with their drop dead gorgeous thing. are you trying to flatter us, or are you just trying to irritate us. so we. as in me, zhihui, dolly, xinyun. walked past them singing the ugly guy song. :P
watched a little bit of the softball match. seriously? i don't get the game. haha.
went for cip thing. came back. kelly wanted to meet sheryl. okay. some church thing. ehh.. that was just plain weird.
came back. and blah blah blah.
i better bathe. before my mom comes home and NAG. grr.
honey, you said you'll sms me, YOU BETTER.
to me, honey and kelly.
GRASS COCONUT APPLE FOREVER. ((:
18:50
GRR.
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO GET THE MMS-ES TO MY PHONE.
GRR.
IS THERE A WAY.
I JUST SPENT $2.10 SO THER BETTER BE A WAY.
grr. at most i download one more song next month. then i've got two downloaded songs in my phone. haha. cos it's not like i'm gonna keep it for long. lol.
:D
hurry. tell me. how to get from IDEAS to my phone!
20:40
argh.
i can feel perspiration trickling down the sides of my face.
grr.
the humidity.
what's the humidity level.
these few days it's been so hot.
so sweaty. yucky.
i'm not falling for you. i'm just falling down.
i'll be able to climb up. so long as you're not RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE.
what sense am i making? nothing. haha.
20:09
today is an OKAY day.
yes. everyday is an okay day. yawns. BORING.
today. practically every lesson is boring larh.
dammit. mom not going for cell. no house to myself.
bish.
cough cough. i think i'm falling sick.
tonight there's lost. and nothing is gonna stop me from watching it.
RARR.
i don't know why. but instead of having lit. we ended up with another nagging session from ms yew. haha. so the next lesson, geog, we used it to plan our class dance thingy. and lit on stage. one due on friday, TOMORROW. and monday, THE COMING ONE.
you see how hopeless our class is. grr.
okay. charlene larh. wanted me in the dance thing. grr. haha. but i was like. me and zhihui come in a pair. lol. so couldn't larh. hahaha. cos zhihui has piano exams tmr. :D
then for the lit on stage. OKAYY. so me and zhihui are in charge of the advertisements. heh. hope it turns out fine. cos from what we're planning. it seems like a pretty grand event. lol. seeing that desiree is the director. LOL. i'm not being sarcastic.
hm. tmr i've got training. gee. more footdrill. the horror.
erm. me and zhihui gonna watch them dance to sundown by sclub8. yeah. kimberly, lyanne, yiwen, rena, jessica, marianne, qianru. heh. hope it turns out fine man.
wanna bet kelly will be there too? lol. duh. we have cca later anyways. lol.
man. it's the end of the week.
some how i'm really excited about the wkends. i always am.
long hours of sleep. (:
tuition today was boring. kept yawning. it's graphs man. boringness.
DAVID BECKHAM!!
haha. yupp. still crazy over him. lol.
18:17
grr. david beckham's in singapore. i'm crazy over beckham. why?! haha. i don't know. hotness! woosh. and i'm fainting down down down to the floor. great... i'm high again. stupid. like moodswings. haha. no ohkay. i'm not pms-ing. i think. hahaha. who cares man.
london won 2012 olympics. great. so i'm gonna be watching things in the middle of the night. bish. how to watch you tell me. ooh. i've got to read newspaper tmr! hopefully there'll be a page on what sports are in and out. whee! excitement!
i have tuition tmr. sickening. 8 questions on graphs. it's not that bad larh. haha.
i'm a big foodie recently. i wanna go orange julius. pasta mania. fish and co. sheesh. stop it yi jing. you'll grow fat fat fat. haha. i think i'm nuts. seriously. these few days. i'm like flying high. hahaha. man. i'm outta here. i think isaac and him making me wanna play minesweeping everytime is getting to my brains.
ISAAC HENG WEI JIE! you're gonna get it from me. grr.
20:30
stupidity.
computer take sucha long time to load. grr. infuriating.
school was. OKAY.
training was. OKAY.
and now. i'm just being bored.
no more highness. just plain bored.
grr. tuition hmwk. graph. pukes.
tmr is thursday. it's nearing the end of the week.
i feel so ___ right now.
it's like. i don't want. but i can't. i want. but i know i shouldn't.
grr. let's just stick to no one.
bish bish. BISH. oww..
18:06
NANANANANANANA
DAVID BECKHAM'S IN SINGAPORE FOR THE IOC THINGY.
WHEE! I WANNA MEET! ((:
zhi hui arh. what song was it that we were singing during science? ehh...
21:38
i'm online so long on the com. and my mom is still not nagging. haha. what an amazing thing. sure. i think i shall sleep. OH NO. my so little time. ):
i've cooled down already.
okay. i'm going to the library this saturday. i've got a partner. (: after service. after dinner. yay. you better not bail out on me. if not i'll... i'll... you'll suffer the consequences. whatever they are... *thinks thinks thinks*
who cares. :D
21:22
yi jing is crazy. yi jing is crazy. shut up yi jing.
great. stop talking to yourself. you're so dumb. argh.
SHUDDUP.
okay. blah blah. school was so-so larh. okay. but i'm broke. i owe ting ting 20cents. heh.
i spent like more than 10bucks today. soh yi jing! how could you. grr. i think i'm starting to become a bit psycho already larh. talking to myself. way freaky. okay. so i had to leave class early today. yes. cos i had some sphere talk thing in toa payoh. and then. mr tan lh seemed to not believe me. bish! and then met kelly. went to meet ms mak. yeah. just wanted to make sure we were going. heh heh heh. yarh. and then mr tan asked me to say hi to her for me. so i did larh. i'm a good girl. haha. purposely one larh. heh. but he said say hi wad. you should have seen her face larh. haha. i don't know. it seemed so funny. lol. okay.
went for sphere talk right? cabbed there. it was 8 bucks. yupp. we didn't need to pay larh. smiles(: then we were the third one to reach there?! out of four. haha. funnyy. mmhm. a lot of schools were there larh. erm. like ac barker. acjc. chij sng. blah blah blah. not like i know anyone there larh. the talk was boring. i swear i could have fallen asleep and some point of time. lol. if it weren't for kelly laughing all the way. lol. don't know why larh. then erm. hm. went to macs. bought some french fries. yummy. i've never had fries for so long. and it just tasted damn good. wait. i was hungry. suree. grr. then sijia took bus home. so me, kelly, tingting, lizhen took the mrt. hm. the 3 got off first larh. at tiong. leaving me all the way to clementi. sobs. haha. da bao food back home for mom and me. then yarh. pretty tired arh today. cos of pe and everything. yawns. so tmr i've got cca too. bish bish bish. footdrill!! under the hot sun!! OH DEAR ME. but dad's off tmr! lots of smiles. ((((((: so i have transport home. yeah! okay. i think i've changed. i'm like super hyper. heh. i'm serious. everything also hyper hyper. as in. highh. but not VERY. just highh. haha. shut up shut up shut up. haha. it's the disease you get when you live the yi jing life.
OH WHAT CRAP AM I TALKING. ZIP IT. again..
20:25
oh. have i told you. i dreamt about something last night. and to me. it seems plain horrible. dammit okay. i'm not supposed to be dreaming of X and i am. wait. i can't control dreams. but we seemed like good friends in that dream. lol. whatever. i'm not even friends with X in real life. so what's there to talk about between me and him. HAHA. shut up yi jing. and stop telling the world on how horrible your love life is. WAIT. i shouldn't even be bothering about it right now. i should be a good student studying. or something else. RARR. shut up larh.
why do i keep talking to myself?
14:53
ooh. the millenium prayer. nice song. lol. i'm serious. it's a much nicer way of singing auld lang syne. haha.
OH NO. i'm glued to the stupid laptop. grr. how now brown cow. ugh. i have to eat lunch okay. and i can't get myself off the stupid chair. okay. i shall eat lunch. then just leave it on. until the downloads are complete. yeah. i'm downloading some game. haha. okay. erm. what to do. hm. i'll do my tuition hmwk i guess. but i'm not sure if that requires a graph pad. so what the hell. i'll just see. oh. and i want to watch teevee. like NOW.
YI JING! GET OFF THE CHAIR! ><
13:38
okay. whatever.
ear hole arh ear hole. even if there's ear stick also can be so painful when putting in the originals. guess i'll have to start wearing earrings again. but it just doesn't match anything. i just realised that my earrings are horribly ugly. haha. need to go get nicer ones. okay. huzhe's going crazy over the tom felton pic i just sent her. okay. whatever yi jing. stop it with your obsessions. we both have same taste anyways. lol. jesse mccartney. tom felton. like genelle too. haha. okay. blah blah. nothing much today. or tmr. okay. so yeah. tmr going toa payoh. for some lecture thingy. blahh
11:27
YEAH!
i can get in to friendster i guess. only if i turn off the norton internet security. but i have to be quick. in case any viruses start coming in. so i will visit friendster and only friendster then. so yeah. it's safer that way. done some things up. so yeah. shall continue with is tmr. okie.
no tags lately. saddening. boo. ):
17:42
YO.
okay. i'm feeling damn down today. okay. not down. just freakishly unhappy larh. it's like. i don't know. not my fault i'm in a bad mood today larh. woke up so early for service. yawn. took the long train ride to expo. super packed. got damn frustrated. then met the cell. got even more frustrated. then service. worship was kinda POWER. haha. i don't know larh. i just felt all hyped up. haha. then message. okay. then got lecture from sharon larh. feel kinda bad larh. i guess we're really not respecting SP that much larh. ): erms. supposed to go changi airport to eat okay. then joyce couldn't go. so only me and kelly. we walk walk walk. just had to walk past the 'family'. great. so ended up following them. like what the hell. i love the airport okay. mom, you should know that. but you don't seem to understand. it's cos of YOU. no not you mom. YOU. the sight of you makes me wanna puke. bleack. sickening. i don't see what's your problem larh. grr. seriously. you're so hypocritical. so superficial. so egoistic. so split personality. LOL. such big words yi jing. POWER. haha. okay. my english has sort of become better i guess. i'm pronoucing 'THE' the correct way. like instead of pronouncing 'de'. i pronouce THe. haha. :D shut up yi jing. haha. tmr i'm studying. i told myself that i have to study. so let's hope i do at least some studying and not use the com the whole day. hee. erm. i don't know larh. i've been eating healthy lately. sheesh. i just bought a small packet of milk yesterday night when we went grocery shopping. lol. cos i thought the milk carton was cute. lol. and i'm buying fruit juice every week. like the fruit tree fresh's something with aloe vera. haha. healthy yi jing. a VERY rare sight. haha. i guess it's my mom's influence lorh. haha.
fcbc's moving to hall 10 at the end of the year. with proper flooring and tiered seats. whee. totally can't wait. (: erm. yeah. hopefully it ain't gonna be that packed. cos it's just youths. erm. i hope it's like english service. then chinese. then youth. haha. then it wouldn't be that packed. but then. after that cannot go changi airport. ooh. before that larh. haha. shut up yi jing. lol. stop thinking so much. think of you studies man. haha. and stop talking to yourself. GRR. SHUT UP.
okay. nothing much larh today. blah blah. tmr's youth day. whee. excitement. home alone. (:
i have a new addiction to cereal. whee. (: i don't know. i miss the old times. koko crunch. coco pops. corn flakes. honey stars. ahh.. the good times. haha. i miss being a kid. teenager's life has more more more stress. shh.. you should be wanting to more of Jesus! (: haha. okay. talk so much arh. crazy girl. ALAMAK. zip it.
16:45
OKAY.
today is just boring.
woke up at like noon?! haha. luckily my mom didn't kill me larh. haha. if not she'll go on saying that i wasted half the day away. haha. it's not my problem when i have to wake up at 6.30 every morning and sleep at midnight every weekday.
today no youth. sob sob. therefore i have to wake up early tmr. just to get to expo. this is what life is gonna get at the end of the year. ain't i right. sigh. travel all the way to the east. clementi to expo. very far...
but then. next time. after service. we can. WOOSH. go to changi airport to eat. and walk around. take the skytrain. and walk some more. haha. JOYCE! you with me yeah?! you better! XD so exciting. can eat swensens. eat sakae. eat burger king. and on and on. ooh. excitement!
so i don't know. tmr is combined service. you know. i've never realised that we had a clique in church. it's not we always get together. but we get together whenever we can. like after service. lol. okay. i need the toilet. haha. crap.
15:51
HELLO.
today was an okay day.
i can't really remember what we did. but dance was just plain funny. :D
then could leave early cos of speech day. so left at 12.20. hee.
okay. then changed. then had uniform check. then the guest of honor came.
and i heard mrs poh saying something like 'that red cross girl has so many badges'.
yes. that was amanda. haha. 7 badges. GO AMANDA! (:
okay. then stayed back. wanted to eat. but OH. canteen was out of bounds. hmph.
so did hmwk in library. finished everything. yay! i'm so proud of myself! GO YI JING! ((:
oh. and i've already told honey of my problem. kelly doesn't really know the whole thing. wait. she does. okay. whatever. yes. that freaking me out thing. it's still stuck in my head okay. and why are the two of them talking to me. i hardly talk to them one okay. and it's just plain weird. not that i don't like. but oh wells. we're classmates. so we should talk. haha. shut up now.
okay. i need to bathe. and get the food ready before my mom comes home to cook. think she's on the way. what the heck.
17:47
Be a goalkeeper & block it
Then, nobody wins
Wear the skipper's armband
Be the captain
You call the shots
Girl time. (n) A bonding ritual essential to females and indescribable to males, characterized by unmitigated chatter, sudden bursts of laughter, endless supplies of tissues, and chocolates.
- And the record keeps playing the same old song